Well i'm back as you can tell from my post last week, and finally recovered from the time difference, which was quite huge. I'm finally all caught up. For a while there, I had this daytime zombie thing going on that reminded me of my days at the UofO - sleeping at day, playing / working during the nights. It didn't quite work out when I had day classes to attend though.

I used to love the quiet existance at 4am. Coming home from the 3d Computer Lab after a long night of rendering - Street lights buzzing, No birds, No cars, No people, No colors, Just the moon shining across a black sky full of stars.

I used to love driving at night. Through the empty streets and past the ghostly shadows across Eugene to my apartment. I loved to drown myself in the silence - surrounded by my thoughts, dreams and fantasies.

But how things change. I think having a job quickly put things into REAL perspective. Getting married, having a daughter.

Now I can't imagine wasting away my days. There's so much to do and see. So much to live for. So much to love.